Out of Sight

hay guys, sashiburi desu,i'm writting to you from abroad, from Jeddah-KSA to be exact.... i have a little time so i'll leave my contact number here to everyone: +996544065044.
see ya next time.
Ja Na

a leaf in the wind.

i'm sorry for not writting anything for more then 2 monthes, but alot has happend and i didn't feel like posting anything. i felt depressed and abandend.

i quit my job at ITG at the end of august. i didn't quite feel like staying there. it seemed like every time i tried to do my best in the tasks they gave me, they were never satesfied with my work, always complaining of low quality work...i'm not denying making some mistakes but i'm sure that they weren't to the extent of what they say. i always gave 110% with the tasks i was given, but i always was turned down.

and now i'm unemployed(again)... (T_T) and still.

look forword for a new sad story...

feeling deprresed

i don't know where to start, or what to say...i'm really feeling down. like there's a 100 tons setting on my chest.

are best friends soposed to betray each other or aren't they sopoused to trust each other compleatly.? do my friends really like me or are they just being curtious? i don't know what to think.??? it feels so damn hard..
i want to break this prison and get out>>> but how? i'm feeling trapped and can't sestain my existins.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....i want to scream to get what i'm feeling out.....
i wish T-san was here, he's the only one who understands me, and the only one that respect his opinion... (T_T) (T_T)

it's my Birthday!

hay it's my birthday....i'm now 25... would you believe that! 7/7/2007, lucky seven!
my friends throw me a surprise party yesterday. it was an out-door barty. we sat in front of Petra University, my old university..it was a big surprise for me because i never expected it in a million...
i had fun.. i wished that a few friends were with us..but sadlly they weren't with us... maybe next year..
mata ne

hay ya mens..

hi guys, soooooooooooo sorry for the loooooooooooooooooooong delay. things been very busy...
my mom came from saudi arabia, the minute she came she started tearing down the walls of the house.. the house is a mess. its been two weeks now and since the beginning of every thing we've been sleeping between the rable....???
on a different note, i've started my new job on sunday.. its quite different from what i used to do.. the company is good, and the guys i'm working with are very nice... my superviseres are very nice also...
today the social commity in the company held their monthly lunch, to celebrate employees who their birthday was last month, and intorduce the new employees to the rest of the team.. it's kinda felt worm...like family..
i'm very happy...

An intresting Turn-over!

Ladies and Gentelmen...i have some intresting news! recent reports indecate that Yazan had recieved an invitation to come and submit a test for a new job..
Further reports indecate that the test consest of three parts:
1: English language and Translation.
2: Comprehinsion.
3: I.Q test.

On wedensday Yazan applied for the test and finished in 2 hours... On thursday he recieved a call from the company asking him to come for an interview on Sunday.

Today, Yazan went there and was interviewed by a seniure Technical Writer there( the job which he was applying for). the Writer asked a few quistions regarding the exam, his personalaty, and gave a brief about the company.
but he did show some admiration for Yazan's English language skills and his overall ansewrs.

at the end of the interview the Writer thanked Yazan for coming by, and assured him that he's been qualified for the second interview and that they will contact him surely.

thank you for reading and Good Night!

Alot has happend?!

each time i sit down to write a post, i just in the empty space and can't make up my mind on what to write...
but now i've made up my mind..actually alot happend the past week. as you all know my last post was 3rd of june, after which my pay check was due,but the great company i work for kept delaying it ... finally we recieved our pay check on Wednsday which was 6th of june.. ofcours i was thrilled..finally i can do something in my life. the next day i worked for about 3 hours and then took a leave from work, i had an appointment with the mechanic..you see, i didn't had any service done to my car in mothes and it needed some work. it cost me alot..(70 JD). but as i always say: if you take care of your car, your car will take care of you. afterwords, i went to Marj Al-hamam to my Aunt's house( my Aunt live's in Sweden and she came a few days ago and i hardly spent time with her) but before that i wanted to do something i always wanted do, buy Sunglasses,GOOD sunglasses, and that i did.
but sadly my happyness didn't last, after buying the sunglasses i went to my Aunt's.when i was there i reached to my pocket to get my sunglasses, but while pulling them up i noticed some roughness on the frame, when i look carefully i noticed some scrapes on it. i was very disapointed. i went back to the shop and returned it to them, they promissed me to get me another one soon... i'm still waiting!
but on the good side, the car is running great, it's faster and more powerful than any time!

I'm on-line..

hay hay hay,it's been a whaile but i'm back... sorry for that but the internet conniction at work is dissconnected for some reason and i can't log to anything, but for my good charm my Bro opend an account with wanadoo, and now i'm on-line, BWahahahahaha....it's not much (128k ADSL) but it's a start..

Great Time, Great Fun...

as you all know, in thursday's Post i said: i'm going to my friends farm on friday....well, I DID!!!!
we hade such a great time... we swam, we hade a large barbeque, we had Argileh(tabaco no mizu)...overall, it was a trip worth waiting for.....ofcours i woke up this morning feeling my bonse crushed and my throte a little swollen, but its cool... i welcome this pain with arms wide open....but tell you the truth, now i'm broke till the end of the month(^_^), but i'm happy....

new news

YO.....today i'm having some people at my house....we're going to have some argilah,and watch a movie together, plus maybe i'm going to kick somebody's ass today in winning eleven! somebody...o i know you know who he is!
tomorrow there's 75% possibelty of going to my friends farm in A'ssalt area(for you who don't know what is Assalt, it's a mountin area with nice climt). he has a swimming pool there, plus i think we're having a barbeque!!!!
i hope everything turns ok... i really want to go to the farm!!!!!

FORGOT SOMETHING!

any one who playes Strategy games would know StarCraft. it's probably (i think its) the best Strategy game ever created..thats why i'm posting this great new... StarCraft2 is in the macking....(^_^) \(^0^)/
i saw some pictures and trailers, the game looks awsome..... i can't wait for the next part to come out, and for this game i've dissided to upgrade my PC( P3-512mb sdram-1ghz clock speed).

the bad luck saga continuse!

looks like i well never get redd of the bad luck sendrom....yesterday i missed my Japanese Language Test(gomenasai T-san, K-san) the reason i did that is i did't attend any lectures for the past 4 weeks, because i was very busy, or extreamly tired, therefore o didn't see any benefit from taking the test.. i would have flunked it any way!!! but i'm going to take the free time tell the next course to study as hard as i can, so i atleast don't disapoint the people who are encoreging me achieve something in my life, no matter how small it is.
on a more personal note, I KICKED TAREQ-SAN'S ASS YESTERDAY IN WINNING ELEVEN. the game (home and away) ended 11-7... hahahahahahahahahaha. who's the ****** now?????
there some hope in the Horizon, a friend of ours (Lady DI) is going to try and find me a job at the Red Cross through her friend there. i'm keeping my fingers Crossed..INSHALLAH..

it never rains, it poares!

looks like my bad luck is still with me side by side.. today the showroom manager didn't come, so i'm going to be stuck at work till 10pm...can get any wors than this????

i don't know

i'm feeling down! i don't what to write, except i feel an ergeto write...what to write???

i'm happy...

i'm exeptionlly happy right now. i recieved an email from Kobayashi-sensei. i'm so happy that she's fine and finally heard something from her. it's been long since i talked to sensei. she also attached 2 pictures with the email one of her self and the other with Tymoor-san. she also had the time to check my blog and left a comment. sensei its around this time we first met!!!
hope you always visit my blog.arigato

i'm feeling good tell now...

i feel good, tana tana tana ta. no seriously i'm feeling pretty damn good this morning, i don't know why but i do..maybe because i recived a comment from Tymoor-sensei, isashiburi da ne sensei.

تصويب!!

theres a type error, when i said: i don't like to be blamed for something i'm responsable of. what i ment:something i not responsable of.
sorry!

i'm soooo pissed-off

i'm very furious.work, life, everything, but espacially work.. the dy before yesterday i went to JTC(jordan telecom) to order 6 lines for our new branch, i did everything i was asked and did some extra things, but now people at work are asking me now :aren't the lines installed yet? WHY THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW! if you think that i'm not competent enough why did you ask me to go and order?????
i really hate this, i don't like to be blamed for something i'm responsable of! doesn't it make you furiuos?!
people, i like some feed back to ease my mind!!!! thanx

Sorry for the long hang-up!

hhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy,
sorry for the long hang-up, i was extreamly busy these past weeks that i din't have any time to write any posts...Gomenasaii..alot has happend, my best friend Tymoor-Sensei returned from japan on a 3weeks vacation to do some research for his MA studies. for my surprise he asked to interview me because he liked what i answered in the poll that we did for his research...i was very happy to abblige ofcours....and before he had to return to japan,we(the students whom he tought)went out with him and invited him to dinner,and we talked almost about everything. totemo tanoshikata desu..
regarding work?????? i've been transfered to Al-Madina ST. to our new branch, it's like a double edge sowrd. its good for me because its nearer to my house, and bad because there isn't any customers..ah well!!!
regarding my love life!!!!!! i now officially don't have a love life....my girl friend got engaged last week.....DAMN. u could imagin my shock when she told me on the phone, and she began to cry...
alas, what can i do, i wish her the very best..

ok, that summs it up for my news...see ya in a next one!!!!!

malal......

i'm soooo bored, we didn't have a single customer since this morning.. it's really boring, i don't know what to do. O yes, i'm sorry for not posting any blogs for the past few weeks. i've been very busy that i even didn't have time to check my email.there isn't much to report, nothing interesting..

where should i begin?

i don't know where to begin?? every knows that mothers day is around the corner, so i bought my mother a selvier neckliss but you know that my family live in saudi arabia, so i had to find a way to send it to my mother. luckily a reletive of ours had come from there and is leaving tomorrow, so i'm sending the gift with him, and i have arranged so that my father would pick it up, but made him promiss first not till mother any thing...hope he don't, he's very bad in keeping secrets....

weeks go by on the fly!!

sorry every one for the long abssence, it was very hectic..i think its almost a month since my last post..again i apologize. i've finally acquired work at a car dealership.anyone interested in buying a pick up truck, a DYNA, a Half Van, i'll be glad to sell it to him,hehehehehe.
last saturday my grandmother past away, things were very confussing at the beginning, we didn't know in which hospital she was, but by the time we figured it out it was too late.. i thank all my friends whom came by and gave their condolences, from the bottom of my heart i thank you...

Same thing every day...

as you can gather from the hedding there is nothing new in my life...(>_<) same thing every day. i wake up in the afternoon, some times even later,watch tv, play some video games, try to figure out if there is some place i can go(face it! in amman there aren't much places to go if you don't have money!) watch tv some more, play video games some more, then go to sleep at 4 or 5 in the morning!!! that's roeteen for ya..but 2 days ago i read on my friends Tareq's blog that he have been promoted to a show room manager. i was very happy for him, really, because he diserve it..but that started me thinking: when will i have my brake also? will i ever be able to find the job i want? or any job?..

any way, on the same day my bro and i went to Carefore and bought a new TV.its a 29" JVC flat tv, him and i were very thrilled. finally we can enjoy playing video games with out the torement of the extended screen on our old TV.. hehehehe

Yesterday

yesterday was a mix of sadness and laughter..when i knew of the death of Tareq-san's best friend's death, i insisted that i attend the funeral. at 2 o'clockTareq phoned me and told me to meet him at Gardens ST. where we picked his friend, but before we could ove his friend insisted to go and have lunch first. we went to Hardie's and had lunch.on our way back, on the bridge in front of Safeway Shimasani, we had an accident.a car had suddenly stopped in the middle of the bridge, Tareq hit the brakes but the car kept sliding, and we hit the car. the cops came and we did the procidure but tareq's car wasn't in a traveling shape, so we had to take my car. during are way to Zarqawe talked alot and when we arrived there we didn't know where the Funarel was and we started asking people going here and there. we finally found it, we stayed there for about half an hour and we left.
the thing is, it was a bad day.

life is life!

hello my friends, sorry for the long hang-up..during the past few weeks i didn't have time to post anything..partially because i didn't have anything intersting to post(^_^)...first; HAPPY EID & happy new year. i know it's a little late but but bare with me..my parents came from saudi arabia so i didn't have much free time on my hands,you know(do this, do that) the usuall stuff..but as always things never end with a happy ending. i was promissed a job after the holidays, i went there on sunday, and began my work( for your knowledge it's a computer salesman, YAY.....!) i worked there during the day, before the end of my shift the sales manager came to me and told me that the company don'tneed any employees at this time! you could see my my shock....it was one of worst days i have ever been through. the only thing i was thinking about at that time was(why do these things happen to me? why is my luck like this?) i was soooo depressed..and now i'm on the waiting list wondering if i will ever get the job i want...